On 12 May 1988 ,14:23 Hours God did a worst ever mistake of the world since it existence by giving birth to me and keeping me alive and still born as my brother. I Don t deserve to breath my life and wish god that I do not want to live for more because iam selfish,arrogant,Kutta,Harami,Kamina,chakha(called by aastha)bustard,useless,demanding,unsatisfying,not good for nothing creature in this earth. Today on 11 January 2011 around 23:00 Hours I have realized that fact.
I have been trouble to my dad,mom and my siz from the time of my birth,And it seems that” I am not adjusting towards them and I am selfish and do not have any consideration toward others” as my dad says. Now I Take a resolution though I know that it is really difficult for me and from now I would not ask anything from dad which is quiet difficult but I will try best excluding dailylife neccasities and I wish god that I spent all my money on myself and want to die/get out of this world as soon as possible and not be burden on other but I promise I want commit sucide because that cowards do not brave due to the only fact that :”Mainain maut ko chuna hai aur maut na mujhe nahin”
If I could born still born or been not alive earliar the condition would have beeen much better and my family could have lived happily for ever.Iwant to Die.
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